1000 Poems : Pemujamu dari Kejauhan

1000 Poems Series No.0010

Judul Asli : Pemujamu Dari Kejauhan
Ditulis Oleh : Musa

Terinspirasi dari sebuah lagu "Pemuja Rahasia"

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Pemujamu dari Kejauhan

‘Ku awali hariku dengan mendoakanmu,
agar kau selalu sehat,
dan bahagia… di sana.

Sebelum kau benar-benar melupakanku,
sebelum kau melangkah lebih jauh dariku,
aku hanya ingin kau tahu,
tak pernah sedikit pun aku berharap
kau akan merindukanku,
karena aku pun tahu,
diriku bukan sesuatu yang indah untuk dikenang.

Namun bila suatu hari nanti
kau menatapku,
di mana pun, kapan pun…
aku ingin hatimu berbisik,
“Inilah pria yang pernah jatuh hati padaku.
Inilah pria yang diam-diam memujaku.”

Akulah orang yang selalu menaruh bunga
dan menuliskan cinta
di atas meja kerjamu.
Akulah orang yang diam-diam
menikmati keindahanmu
dari sudut yang tak pernah kau lihat.

Biarkan aku menjadi pemujamu.
Tak perlu kau hiraukan hatiku.
Tenanglah, wahai pujaan hati…
karena aku takkan pernah
sampai hati untuk menyakitimu,
bahkan hanya dengan menyentuhmu.

Mungkin…
kau takkan pernah tahu
betapa mudahnya dirimu dikagumi.
Dan mungkin…
kau takkan pernah sadar
betapa sederhananya alasan untuk mencintaimu.

Karena aku…
adalah orang yang akan selalu memujamu.
Aku…
adalah orang yang akan selalu mengawasimu,
bukan untuk memiliki,
tapi untuk tetap ada,
di balik bayanganmu.

Dan jika dunia tak memberiku kesempatan
untuk mendampingimu,
maka biarlah hanya dengan rasa rinduku ini
aku pertahankan hidup.
Karena dengan mengikuti jejak hatimu,
hidupku akhirnya punya arti.

Selamanya…
aku hanya bisa memujamu.
Selamanya…
aku hanya bisa merindukanmu.

Your Silent Admirer

I begin each morning
with a quiet prayer for you,
that wherever you are,
you’re healthy,
you’re happy,
and at peace.

Before you forget me completely,
before you walk even farther away,
I only wish for one thing:
Not that you’ll miss me…
for I know,
my presence was never one worth longing for.

But if someday,
your eyes find mine,
in any place,
at any time,
may your heart whisper softly:
"This is the man who once fell for me.
This is the man who always adored me."

I am the one
who used to leave flowers
and notes of love
on the edge of your desk.
I am the one
who always watched you
from the quiet shadows,
never to disturb,
only to cherish.

Let me be your silent admirer.
Don’t worry about what I feel.
Be at ease, my beloved…
for I could never bear
to hurt you,
not even with a touch.

Perhaps…
you will never know
how easy it is to admire you.
And perhaps…
you’ll never realize
how effortlessly you are loved.

But I,
I will always adore you.
I will always look at you
from a distance,
not to possess you,
but simply to remain,
in the background of your world.

And if fate never gives me
the chance to stand beside you,
then let my longing alone
be the reason I keep going.

For even just
tracing the footprints of your heart
has given my life its meaning.

Forever…
I will only be your admirer.
Forever…
I will only miss you
in silence.

Ang Iyong Tahimik na Tagahanga

I begin each morning
with a quiet prayer for you,
that wherever you are,
you’re healthy,
you’re happy,
and at peace.

Before you forget me completely,
before you walk even farther away,
I only wish for one thing:
Not that you’ll miss me…
for I know,
my presence was never one worth longing for.

But if someday,
your eyes find mine,
in any place,
at any time,
may your heart whisper softly:
"This is the man who once fell for me.
This is the man who always adored me."

I am the one
who used to leave flowers
and notes of love
on the edge of your desk.
I am the one
who always watched you
from the quiet shadows,
never to disturb,
only to cherish.

Let me be your silent admirer.
Don’t worry about what I feel.
Be at ease, my beloved…
for I could never bear
to hurt you,
not even with a touch.

Perhaps…
you will never know
how easy it is to admire you.
And perhaps…
you’ll never realize
how effortlessly you are loved.

But I,
I will always adore you.
I will always look at you
from a distance,
not to possess you,
but simply to remain,
in the background of your world.

And if fate never gives me
the chance to stand beside you,
then let my longing alone
be the reason I keep going.

For even just
tracing the footprints of your heart
has given my life its meaning.

Forever…
I will only be your admirer.
Forever…
I will only miss you
in silence.